We're not able to celebrate Valentines together this year... so this will be my compensation for my darling. That will be for him to find out what's that lil thingy >:)
Tuesday, February 14, 2012
Monday, January 30, 2012
Stir-fry Kai lan (my first time)
Today my hand feels very itchy, so I thought of helping my mom to cook the kai lan for dinner. The result of having nothing to do at home since I resigned. (Yea! I resigned. My last working day was on Jan 20th just before the CNY holidays).
Confession of the stir-fry newbie:
1) Over half a dozen of kai lan pieces dropped onto the floor and at the back of the stove while I was throwing the kai lan into the wok.
2) I stood very far away from the wok while cooking coz I was scared of the oil jumping out.
3) I switched the fire on and off several times, technically..pausing and continue cooking the vegetable over and over again just to give myself a break, check the recipe instructions, and make sure it does not overcook.
Overall, I think it turn out o-kay... somehow my mouth gets tired of chewing the kai lan, I wonder if it's actually undercooked. Oh well :D
Thursday, September 15, 2011
His version of "Just The Way You Are"
Today I saw a quote saying "Every girl wishes a boy would dedicate the song "Just The Way You Are" by Bruno Mars to them." And so I thought, well, my boy dedicated this song on the other hand- 喜欢你现在的样子. I absolutely love this song instead!
我就是喜欢你现在的样子
我就是喜欢你这样的脾气 (aww, even my bad temper and my weird antics?)
有时善解人意 有时粗心大意 (that's so me! Sorry my dear for not putting your feelings into consideration at times)
我就是喜欢你现在的样子
我真的喜欢你现在的样子 (really? :) )
我真的喜欢你这样的任性
有时千言万语 有时不说一句 (this sounds like me again! haha)
我真的喜欢你现在的样子
不要轻易尝试任何改变 (but I always I want to be better for you!)
改变你现在所有的一切 (because I don't feel confident with myself)
以为我能再多爱你一些
不要怀疑自己 (Thanks for reassuring, it means so much to me)
属于你的一切都是美丽 (Hugs!! For once, I feel loved for who I am, thank you)
我相信只有真心能永远
我相信只有真心能永远不变
不要随便改变你现在的样子 (Okay dear... hee!!)
Thank you my dear for loving me. I love you too just the way you are.
Your silly girl,
Chelsey.
Thursday, September 8, 2011
Not back yet?
It's 3 in the morning and I'm up waiting for the bf to come back from work. Almost every night I would go to bed early so that I could get up at about 1 or 2 in the midnight and wait for my dear to reach home to skype with him! Anyways, he has lost his phone recently and for now the only way we communicate is through Fb in the morning, and skype at night. It's kind of late now, he should be home by now but there's no way for me to reach him. Probably it's been a busy night for him! ..
Anyways, I'm loving this song my dear introduced to me. Well baby, 我也想要跟你一起走到最后, 好的事情(me) 是不会结束, will stay with you till the end. hmm..谢谢你是你陪我走过那些路, 但是, 对不起..还有很长的路! Silly.
Love you my dear!
Anyways, I'm loving this song my dear introduced to me. Well baby, 我也想要跟你一起走到最后, 好的事情(me) 是不会结束, will stay with you till the end. hmm..谢谢你是你陪我走过那些路, 但是, 对不起..还有很长的路! Silly.
Love you my dear!
Thursday, August 25, 2011
I've grown up so much
This year 2011 is really a turning point in my life. Way too many things happened this year. A year I've learned so much.
Been through a really long relationship. Learn so much from the experience. To the point I can tell what went wrong, what was so wrong, what should be the way, what shouldn't be the way. Grown up way too much. Towards the end of 2010, I've discovered what I really wanted, learned how I should be treated, no longer the simple girl being manipulated by promising words which turned out to be NATO all the time, no longer one who will allow myself to be treated second class. Come on, girls, we deserve to be treated better. Don't let anyone do otherwise, especially from the one you love most.
(NATO: No Action Talk Only)
On the contrary, I did mistakes too, which if given a chance to turn back time I would prefer to do it the right way. Yes I gotta admit I've been immature, done stupid things but it's all the past now. I've learned too much. I'm not sure if it's a good thing or bad thing that happen in my life. But I'm surely happy that I'm finally set free from all the past that bind me from becoming more than who I can be. Finally out of that nutshell! :)
Finally grown up and walked outside to the see the outside world. Colorful world indeed..looks beautiful, yea it does. I slowly start to see its ugly side as well. But oh well, it's part and parcel of life. It don't always look as beautiful as it seems huh. I used to ignore the ugly side of it and choose to look at only pretty things, that's really too naive of me! What I found out at the end was a big slap to my face. Treating people nice does not mean people will be nice to you back. Wishing people well in life does not mean they will do the same. Treating people as a friend does not mean they treat you as friend as well. I've seen and heard too much. And what I know is really way too shocking, yes a slap to my face. A wake up call that the world ain't as beautiful as it look like. And to those so called friends, I wonder if they're still wondering why they got removed from my life.
Think I'm running away from my past? That I'm hiding something from my bf? Sorry to disappoint, but the bf knows everything about me. And I mean everything. Try me (:
After this post, after being able to speak out what's kept inside my mind, the past is put to rest now. All of them doesn't matter to me. Most important is that I've got someone important to love and care for right now. I saw a nice quote! - Honestly, I don't have time to hate people who hate me, cause I'm too busy loving people who love me. (=
Anyways, it's all good now. God is really too good to me. He let me found one that is more than I can ever ask or dream for. I thought Imma just meet those typical guys again, with typical symptoms like "Forgetful", "Couldn't be bothered", "NATO"..oh oh, but no, the bf really amazes me a lots. He never forgets. He never forgets what he says, or what he promises, and also unfortunately, never forgets what I say too. He always hold me for my words! haha, but that shows he's been listening :) And he would do what he promised. Really a man of his words. He listens to me a lot, in fact loves listening to me talk, even tho it may not be important, it may be repetitive, but he has amazing patience with me. Even if I asked a million times what he loves about me, he would take the time to slowly explain to me and give me the reassurance. Haha, not that I don't know why he loves me, but those are really sweet words to the ears, who wouldn't like listening to it over and over again. He really amaze me so much that I can go on listing them down but I guess I'll keep that for other posts. For now, I feel much better after being able to speak my mind. That's all for now. xoxo.
Been through a really long relationship. Learn so much from the experience. To the point I can tell what went wrong, what was so wrong, what should be the way, what shouldn't be the way. Grown up way too much. Towards the end of 2010, I've discovered what I really wanted, learned how I should be treated, no longer the simple girl being manipulated by promising words which turned out to be NATO all the time, no longer one who will allow myself to be treated second class. Come on, girls, we deserve to be treated better. Don't let anyone do otherwise, especially from the one you love most.
(NATO: No Action Talk Only)
On the contrary, I did mistakes too, which if given a chance to turn back time I would prefer to do it the right way. Yes I gotta admit I've been immature, done stupid things but it's all the past now. I've learned too much. I'm not sure if it's a good thing or bad thing that happen in my life. But I'm surely happy that I'm finally set free from all the past that bind me from becoming more than who I can be. Finally out of that nutshell! :)
Finally grown up and walked outside to the see the outside world. Colorful world indeed..looks beautiful, yea it does. I slowly start to see its ugly side as well. But oh well, it's part and parcel of life. It don't always look as beautiful as it seems huh. I used to ignore the ugly side of it and choose to look at only pretty things, that's really too naive of me! What I found out at the end was a big slap to my face. Treating people nice does not mean people will be nice to you back. Wishing people well in life does not mean they will do the same. Treating people as a friend does not mean they treat you as friend as well. I've seen and heard too much. And what I know is really way too shocking, yes a slap to my face. A wake up call that the world ain't as beautiful as it look like. And to those so called friends, I wonder if they're still wondering why they got removed from my life.
Think I'm running away from my past? That I'm hiding something from my bf? Sorry to disappoint, but the bf knows everything about me. And I mean everything. Try me (:
After this post, after being able to speak out what's kept inside my mind, the past is put to rest now. All of them doesn't matter to me. Most important is that I've got someone important to love and care for right now. I saw a nice quote! - Honestly, I don't have time to hate people who hate me, cause I'm too busy loving people who love me. (=
Anyways, it's all good now. God is really too good to me. He let me found one that is more than I can ever ask or dream for. I thought Imma just meet those typical guys again, with typical symptoms like "Forgetful", "Couldn't be bothered", "NATO"..oh oh, but no, the bf really amazes me a lots. He never forgets. He never forgets what he says, or what he promises, and also unfortunately, never forgets what I say too. He always hold me for my words! haha, but that shows he's been listening :) And he would do what he promised. Really a man of his words. He listens to me a lot, in fact loves listening to me talk, even tho it may not be important, it may be repetitive, but he has amazing patience with me. Even if I asked a million times what he loves about me, he would take the time to slowly explain to me and give me the reassurance. Haha, not that I don't know why he loves me, but those are really sweet words to the ears, who wouldn't like listening to it over and over again. He really amaze me so much that I can go on listing them down but I guess I'll keep that for other posts. For now, I feel much better after being able to speak my mind. That's all for now. xoxo.
Tuesday, August 9, 2011
The terms
Ehm, recently I got myself into trouble. I actually met a car accident last Thursday when I was on the way back home from work. It was a pretty bad one but thankfully no humans are injured, except for a swollen face (thanks to the powerful airbag) and slight bruise on my right arm. What happened was, I couldn't break on time when I noticed the car in front of me was already slowing down. To make things worst, the road was wet due to the rain, and so my car skidded :(
The damage on the car that I hit was really bad. His whole car boot was totally... crashed. While my car doesn't seem to look as bad, probably it's thanks to his car for being the buffer to the impact. The repair cost for the car I hit is RM3.8k. But for mine, after sending my car to the workshop for inspection, the estimated cost for my repair is RM15k!! Crazy. I had no choice but to lodge a police report so that we can proceed with the insurance claim. Sigh.. My dear says.. I'm nothing but trouble!!! Haha.
It was too late to claim insurance for the car I hit, as repair work had already started, because by procedure if we are to claim under insurance, we will need to send to their panel workshops. To cut the long story short, since I won't be able to afford the repair works, my dear is going to bail me out of this trouble. Dear, I'm really nothing but trouble!!
However, despite him saying that I'm a trouble..yet he says, "My dearest troublemaker!! I love you!".
He's the sweetest!
But oh, not so simple. Later on I found out that he got his terms and conditions for helping me. His terms were..
......... And so I thought you were taking care of me without conditions..so now what is this!! Stop melting my heart. I love you so much my dear.
The damage on the car that I hit was really bad. His whole car boot was totally... crashed. While my car doesn't seem to look as bad, probably it's thanks to his car for being the buffer to the impact. The repair cost for the car I hit is RM3.8k. But for mine, after sending my car to the workshop for inspection, the estimated cost for my repair is RM15k!! Crazy. I had no choice but to lodge a police report so that we can proceed with the insurance claim. Sigh.. My dear says.. I'm nothing but trouble!!! Haha.
It was too late to claim insurance for the car I hit, as repair work had already started, because by procedure if we are to claim under insurance, we will need to send to their panel workshops. To cut the long story short, since I won't be able to afford the repair works, my dear is going to bail me out of this trouble. Dear, I'm really nothing but trouble!!
However, despite him saying that I'm a trouble..yet he says, "My dearest troublemaker!! I love you!".
He's the sweetest!
But oh, not so simple. Later on I found out that he got his terms and conditions for helping me. His terms were..
Marry me no others!! Add my surname in front of your name. cannot stop Loving me!!
......... And so I thought you were taking care of me without conditions..so now what is this!! Stop melting my heart. I love you so much my dear.
Sunday, August 7, 2011
You'll have me on your side!
People may say things about you because they do not know you. But dear, I know you. And you can trust me that you can always fall on me when everyone else doesn't understands you. Dear, thank you for always standing up for me, even when people comes up with all sorts of questions about me or when some are trying very hard to prove to you that I'm not the girl you think I am, even though you were in doubts, you still stood up for me. Thank you my dear.
You taught me a very important value in a relationship, which is protecting one another. You showed me the feeling of unity, oneness, and togetherness. You made me feel so close to you, so safe, so secure. Thank you for showing me love. And for that, you can count on me too. I love you my dear.
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